God Grant me the serenity..

Yesterday’s visit to the Orthopedic oncologist was confusing. I’m so exhausted. I can’t even deal with the hives anymore. I’m trying to breathe through all of this but I just can’t do it.

The medication to stop the itchiness do not work at all. I have the Epi pen next to me for emergencies. I have to practice but I’m scared to use this injection. Looks, like this pen will be my new best friend for a while.

I just want a break from all this. I want to run far far away where their are no Doctor’s or cell phones. I want to be left alone. These photographs are from a few hours ago.

I have to keep track with pictures for the Dermatologist.